Monday, June 8, 2009

Do I deserve this?

I feel so blessed to have this new little man in my life and I feel more blessed each day. Today, for instance, has been a great one. I think that I almost have Wesley on his Babywise schedule that I also had Lizzie on. It makes it much easier to plan a day and to know what to expect and when. Right now...both are down for a nap!!!! Last week I had to go clean up my classroom for the year. It was very funny to see my little Lizzie sitting in the desk and acting like a big girl. She wrote on my board and actually kept herself very entertained while we were there. Of course her uncle Matthew was there to help keep her entertained and my mom was there to help as well.
But then...I question sometimes why I deserve this. You see, anyone that knows anything about me knows that I was never a 'girly girl' as our friend Guerro calls it. I was always a tom boy and doing things out doors, playing sports and getting sweaty. I don't know if I was ever out to impress the boys!!!!
With that said, how is it that I have a daughter that wants to wear makeup and play dressup?


I caught her this morning with my shoes. Not just any shoes...my highest heels and a pair that I wore in Courtney's wedding. I sat back and watched her put them on. Waiting to see if she could get it right. She even went and got a purse that our friend Karena had given her to carry around.


Me being the person that I am felt that this moment was boa worthy! She didn't like that too much. Thankfully, her attention was taken to something else and I was able to hide it all before we broke a baby ankle. How would I ever explain that to the doctor?



p.s. Grace H....she does own other shirts...this one has just recently become her favorite!



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